Blood Rush

Swi...ssh is the sound I hear
my yahoo messenger alerts
My special friend is online

The tone alone has the power
To change the way I breathe
Your name seen in an instant
Quickens my heart beat

My brain looses all prior thoughts
Queasy feelings rise in me
My ears hot
My throat squeezed
all words I now speak
with a low guttural voice

my chest heaves up and down
oxygen seems scarce
my veins begin to vibrate
as the flow increases there

i hold my breath unknowingly
aware only intermittently
when I heave a sigh

my heart pounds incessantly
and i know the reason why

you're not even in my presence
no where near me physically
but the changes in my anatomy
they amaze even me

god how could this be
how could i feel
like this
for you

you're online though miles away
and you haven't got a clue
that i love you

that without any act of your own
my whole equilibrium
is disrupted by the thought
the very concept of you

beyond my control
beyond reason and logic
my emotions rise up
grasping my vital organs

my heart pumps faster
my lungs expel erratically
my cheeks get hot
my face is flushed
as my body is
consumed by this
blood rush

© Chaile Divine, 2009
January 27

Dance with Perfection

Perfect you are perfect
Your body is scrumptious
your touch infectious
your energy vivacious

there you stood
and all that I could do
was marvel at
your presence

gentle tremors of wonder
cascaded along my heart
tumultuous rhythm of reality
soaking in

and there you stood
in my presence
in 3D, wow

and with eyes focused on
magnificence
the dance of life began
silent longings rising above
thunderous awe

enveloped in arms that held me tight
i feel your body close to mine
my frame against yours in magnetic perfection

your smell intoxicating
i linger in your embrace
and in gentle amazement
my eyes observe your face

wow, you and me together
at last
alone

you are perfect absolute perfection
everything as it should be
your lips delicious
your smile ambitious
your eyes amorous

And with one kiss
the world began anew
entering a plane
so different than its former
self it shed its old skin
to reveal pristine
garments radiating only
pure love


© Chaile Divine, 2009
January 9

Dear God Please Forgive me but I miss the devil

see there’s this man I’ve known since
we were both kids but back then
I didn’t want to know him
Beyond a simple chat now and again

Then one day this year I went to bed
And woke up with this man inside my heart and head
All grown now there’s just something about him
That draws me closer and sucks me in
And now all I want to do is know him

The thing is
He’s the one that makes me so hot
He’s mostly likely to find my secret sweet spot
His voice, his charm's so hot and sexy
His touch, oh god makes me forget things

His smell, oh yes how I adore it
And when he hugs me how I love to lean in
And breathe up all the man that he is
Like Alice I’m in a wonderland

I marvel at how just one look could
Make me want to do all things so opposite of good
My desire comes down with a simple glance
And I see his need rising in his pants

All man so hot he oozes pure sin
His touch's so sweet I just want to give in
and get caught up in love and playmaking

Didn’t think I'd get to such a level but
the truth is god I miss the devil

Dedicated to my Delly

© Chaile Divine, 2008
November 23

The Sigh

I asked, do you still wanna hang out
just tell me yes or no
for a while he was silent
then I heard
The sigh

long expression of breath
wrapped in words left unsaid
that sigh was so heavy
it got stuck in my head

and I thought to myself
oh why me again

you see it started so simply
the way he led me on
said he wanted to see me
pleading like a love song

but the thing was he'd only
sing this melody but unfortunately
leave all the rest up to me

to plan and decide
where we'd meet and abide
and to make all the calls
cause he made none at all

and so funny like that
these words he'd repeat
oh boy it'd be good
for you, me to meet

he'd say lets get together
even for the weather
lets spend sometime
maybe have lunch and dine

after so much repeats
i was ready to meet
and i did what i could
just to make it all good

and then i called him
and I heard the sigh

so cut to the core
this sigh had me raw
breaking me down like
no sigh had before

to me this sigh said
i'd rather be in bed
i wish you'd leave me alone
and not call my phone

i never meant that we
should actually meet
i just said those words
so maybe i'd see some teats

so i got what i want
and now i don't want you
i thought you'd get it by now
i never want to see you

so i've left it
alone and i'm walking away
from this man who
prefers to lie and to play
with my beautiful heart
wrapped up in heavenly love
cause i really thought
there might be something for us

but i now know the truth
not from what he said
but from that wordless sigh
that he'd rather hang up the phone
and head back to bed

© Chaile Divine, 2008
November 12

I Miss You

These words you've heard them all before
But I've never said to you
my heart would implore me to declare
just how much it is I miss you

The shape of your face and
waves of your hair
your sunny disposition
your smile lighting up the air

its all about you
and its you that i love
i miss you

i desire to touch you
gently, reverently, sweetly
my fingers want to explore
every part of yourself

learn what makes you smile
giggle or twitch without warning
to trail the secret parts of you
and know you with my eyes closed

my lips want to brush against your skin
discover the sweet spots and linger therein
my tongue to taste you hot, sweet and salty
and then to embrace you in reckless abandon

everything about you beckons me to explore
your heart and your soul calls me to know more
of the secrets of yourself
the delicate parts hidden
for no one else
to find but me

i miss you
your face, your smile, your smell
and your gentle generous hugs
i miss you


© Chaile Divine, 2008
November 10