I Said Goodbye to the Devil

I said Goodbye
to the Devil
Though I was
Very shy

I turned around
and walked away
Didn't look him
in the eye

I'd spent months
making my case
Playing the cards
at hand

Proving my loyalty
showing my worth
In hopes that he'd
be my man

Took me a while
But soon I realized
The game but the
Joke was on me

All of the things
I'd wanted from him
was simply
my own fantasy

I said Goodbye
to the Devil
Gathered my courage
And walked away

Full of his empty words
and treating me mean
Sick of his selfish heart
His soul unclean

Tired of the promises
he didn't keep
and the places
we didn't meet

or the hiding behind
night sky
or how in the
daylight
he'd turn a
blind eye

And I like a toy
was played and used
tossed, forgotten
broken and abused

Russian roulette
lover I'd become
Then one day
I was finally done

Over the waiting
And hoping against
hope that
one day...
He'd love me

I Said Goodbye
to the Devil
He Never knew
When I was gone

Sometimes
I see him
in my dreams
but this time
my heart is Done

© Chaile Divine, 2010
May 19

I'd Always Want You

I know one night
Would NEVER be
Enough time for me
To express my love

How could I treat
Gourmet like fast food
Van Gogh like stencils
Chanel like Calgon

Everyone asks for just a night
But have they no concept of
what true love is like?

A bevy of magnificence
A cloud of wonder
Studded night sky with stars unnumbered
Sparkling, lights of tremendous perfection
Bursts of electric melodies, too numerous to mention
All cascading into a kiss

Tumultuous emotion
Awakened too soon to a heart
Just unready for this
Chaotic monsoon,
Of passion and restlessness
Wistful sighs
Maddening heartbeat
Piercing eyes

I would forever long
for your touch my friend
For when the night is done
I'd want to see you again

So my dear
I'd always want you
T'was love at first sight
Just one kiss will never do

© Chaile Divine, 2010
February 16

Passion Rejected, Lovers Scorned

The rhythmic pounding
Incessant beating
Time keeping
Sound of
My heart

Steeped deep in confusion
Dark grief muddies
The gentle water of hope in my soul

Passion strong
Intent wistful
My soul hopes in vain
Searches
Longing to find
My love

Target locked
You are the one
Fire starter of my being
Tempered expectation
Fevered crescendo of adoration erupts
Engulfing my singular frame

Without warning
Unprepared I enter
This realm of emotion
Meant for the heart strong
Like a babe
I steady myself
First steps of passion
Embracing unknown terrain

Flames inhaling flesh
Sweet enticing visions
Of togetherness

Restrained heat sultry arms
Stealing away lovers at night
Caution left behind for
Forbidden pleasure

Passion rejected
Lovers scorned
Why can’t we
Be together?

© Chaile Divine, 2009
August 15

It is you, I love

I have tried in vain to deny
This one simple truth
Tried to bury my feelings
Push aside, how I feel about you

Before I have rhymed of logic
How it no longer provides for me
A reason, argument or solution
For this new insanity

When I see you my heart rate soars
Yet with each beat stands still
My body quakes and trembles
No longer responding to my will

Soul mate, could it be you?
For my heart would give me no peace
I have done all I could to do
Yet I can find no release

And should I run as it were
To the four corners of the earth
Just to temper this passion inside
Deny my very worth

If only to find a way
My feeling for you so strong
To restrain these new emotions
Existing within my soul

I would sing of magnificent vistas
Dream of opulent hues
Swirl in the mist of possibilities
Of a life I could share with you

Why me, why now, why this
Why here, why us, why you
No answer will suffice
Or negate this passion true

Good God! I cry in vain
I wrench my heart in tears
My prayer arise to heaven
To my fathers listening ears

Yet he sees with in me the cause
The reason my love goes away
And he tells me I must be healed
Before my love with me would stay

It is you, it is you, it is you
My soul would daily declare
My sunshine maker you are
My beautiful Delly dear
I love

© Chaile Divine, 2009
Sept 2

I Want Chocolate

Delightfully delicious
Sweet to the touch
My thoughts of you baby
Can be a bit much

But when you are,
here, inside
It doesn't take much for me
To swallow my pride

And give in to desire
Body and soul
Give in to your presence
Let you take hold

Your hand on my bottom
Your breath on my neck
Arms locked to embrace me
No time to reflect

Sultry heat from our bodies
On a passionate ride
Liquid fire unfolds
As we flow and we glide

Our eyes locked intensely
Lips, tongues intertwined
The taste of sweet chocolate
Good God... blows my mind

And when you're not here
I sit and reflect
Your presence still lingers
And I want chocolate

© Chaile Divine, 2009
May 28

Held

This time you called and said hello
it seems my heart you won't let go

My presence my love you now desire
To touch and caress you do inspire

Me to planes of ecstasy
Our souls as one we now soar free

I loved you true so I let go
You came back freely and now I know

You really want to be together
Determined now to treat me better

And call and text and think of me
I remember last night how
in love you held me

So close to you
my sweet soul

my one my only
to have to hold

© Chaile Divine, 2009
March 13

Dance with Perfection

Perfect you are perfect
Your body is scrumptious
your touch infectious
your energy vivacious

there you stood
and all that I could do
was marvel at
your presence

gentle tremors of wonder
cascaded along my heart
tumultuous rhythm of reality
soaking in

and there you stood
in my presence
in 3D, wow

and with eyes focused on
magnificence
the dance of life began
silent longings rising above
thunderous awe

enveloped in arms that held me tight
i feel your body close to mine
my frame against yours in magnetic perfection

your smell intoxicating
i linger in your embrace
and in gentle amazement
my eyes observe your face

wow, you and me together
at last
alone

you are perfect absolute perfection
everything as it should be
your lips delicious
your smile ambitious
your eyes amorous

And with one kiss
the world began anew
entering a plane
so different than its former
self it shed its old skin
to reveal pristine
garments radiating only
pure love


© Chaile Divine, 2009
January 9

The Sigh

I asked, do you still wanna hang out
just tell me yes or no
for a while he was silent
then I heard
The sigh

long expression of breath
wrapped in words left unsaid
that sigh was so heavy
it got stuck in my head

and I thought to myself
oh why me again

you see it started so simply
the way he led me on
said he wanted to see me
pleading like a love song

but the thing was he'd only
sing this melody but unfortunately
leave all the rest up to me

to plan and decide
where we'd meet and abide
and to make all the calls
cause he made none at all

and so funny like that
these words he'd repeat
oh boy it'd be good
for you, me to meet

he'd say lets get together
even for the weather
lets spend sometime
maybe have lunch and dine

after so much repeats
i was ready to meet
and i did what i could
just to make it all good

and then i called him
and I heard the sigh

so cut to the core
this sigh had me raw
breaking me down like
no sigh had before

to me this sigh said
i'd rather be in bed
i wish you'd leave me alone
and not call my phone

i never meant that we
should actually meet
i just said those words
so maybe i'd see some teats

so i got what i want
and now i don't want you
i thought you'd get it by now
i never want to see you

so i've left it
alone and i'm walking away
from this man who
prefers to lie and to play
with my beautiful heart
wrapped up in heavenly love
cause i really thought
there might be something for us

but i now know the truth
not from what he said
but from that wordless sigh
that he'd rather hang up the phone
and head back to bed

© Chaile Divine, 2008
November 12

I Miss You

These words you've heard them all before
But I've never said to you
my heart would implore me to declare
just how much it is I miss you

The shape of your face and
waves of your hair
your sunny disposition
your smile lighting up the air

its all about you
and its you that i love
i miss you

i desire to touch you
gently, reverently, sweetly
my fingers want to explore
every part of yourself

learn what makes you smile
giggle or twitch without warning
to trail the secret parts of you
and know you with my eyes closed

my lips want to brush against your skin
discover the sweet spots and linger therein
my tongue to taste you hot, sweet and salty
and then to embrace you in reckless abandon

everything about you beckons me to explore
your heart and your soul calls me to know more
of the secrets of yourself
the delicate parts hidden
for no one else
to find but me

i miss you
your face, your smile, your smell
and your gentle generous hugs
i miss you


© Chaile Divine, 2008
November 10